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griefseeded2016-12-28 08:31 pm
touchy_feeleo) wrote in griefseeded2016-12-28 08:31 pm
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-1 Water Seraph
Hi, Terra here.... So my dropping is probably not a surprise to anyone at this point. My desire to bring Mikleo back here was not a mistake, but my timing was.
So there's a number of things going on in my life right now that has deterred me from doing anything RP related. I'm not going to go on in detail, but the main hit is money and everything has snowballed from there. For the past few months I've been slowly sinking, trying my best to stay above water when it comes to RL necessities, but with hospital bills, car repair bills, rent/utilities, and then the recent incident, I can't really afford to do much. I can't even renew Mikleo's premium paid due to not having money and thus has stopped my tags because of it.
And with this month, this has been anything but a jolly time for me. For the first time in my life, it has left me feeling like a Grinch. I'm so tired (physically & mentally) of everything right now so then I try to vent my frustrations, but they just keep coming. And that's life, but I feel like I'm cheating myself and all of you out of the proper activity at this point and I really can't continue to drag my feet. The recent situation has left me at a loss and it's more than I can handle right now.
I was sincere in wanting to come back because I love playing with all of you and this game has become dear to me, but apparently I bit off more than I can chew with bringing him back before I was ready to. Because since then, shit has hit the fan 5x worse than before, leaving me unable to even live in my apartment for a while. I'm still dealing with the aftermath (by myself; thanks roommate), so I doubt I'd be able to really push myself do to anything at this point.
So let me leave you all with this (for the time being; I do still want to come back in a few months):
Thank you so much for all of the opportunities you've all given me here. Everyone has been incredibly helpful and kind to me and I have grown to like you all. I'm so sad that it had to come to this, but I know Mikleo has made a lot of dear friends from being here. I don't want this rut to define Mikleo or me, so I hope that I can return soon, but for now I'm going to take it easy RP wise and deal with my RL issues head on. There's so much that I want to change about myself and my living conditions this oncoming year. I want to be more reliable. If anyone would rather defriend me on Plurk (if you have me), there will be no animosity. I hope I can still talk with all of you yet. Discord chats have given me so much joy when I was still free enough to pay attention to it. Thank you to the mods for being so wonderful and understanding.
I hope everyone can continue to have a good time and if a better Mikleo comes before I get a chance to come back, I'll just have to bring someone else. Until then, I'd be up for memes/museboxes/PSLs, whatever!
In short, Thank you!
So there's a number of things going on in my life right now that has deterred me from doing anything RP related. I'm not going to go on in detail, but the main hit is money and everything has snowballed from there. For the past few months I've been slowly sinking, trying my best to stay above water when it comes to RL necessities, but with hospital bills, car repair bills, rent/utilities, and then the recent incident, I can't really afford to do much. I can't even renew Mikleo's premium paid due to not having money and thus has stopped my tags because of it.
And with this month, this has been anything but a jolly time for me. For the first time in my life, it has left me feeling like a Grinch. I'm so tired (physically & mentally) of everything right now so then I try to vent my frustrations, but they just keep coming. And that's life, but I feel like I'm cheating myself and all of you out of the proper activity at this point and I really can't continue to drag my feet. The recent situation has left me at a loss and it's more than I can handle right now.
I was sincere in wanting to come back because I love playing with all of you and this game has become dear to me, but apparently I bit off more than I can chew with bringing him back before I was ready to. Because since then, shit has hit the fan 5x worse than before, leaving me unable to even live in my apartment for a while. I'm still dealing with the aftermath (by myself; thanks roommate), so I doubt I'd be able to really push myself do to anything at this point.
So let me leave you all with this (for the time being; I do still want to come back in a few months):
Thank you so much for all of the opportunities you've all given me here. Everyone has been incredibly helpful and kind to me and I have grown to like you all. I'm so sad that it had to come to this, but I know Mikleo has made a lot of dear friends from being here. I don't want this rut to define Mikleo or me, so I hope that I can return soon, but for now I'm going to take it easy RP wise and deal with my RL issues head on. There's so much that I want to change about myself and my living conditions this oncoming year. I want to be more reliable. If anyone would rather defriend me on Plurk (if you have me), there will be no animosity. I hope I can still talk with all of you yet. Discord chats have given me so much joy when I was still free enough to pay attention to it. Thank you to the mods for being so wonderful and understanding.
I hope everyone can continue to have a good time and if a better Mikleo comes before I get a chance to come back, I'll just have to bring someone else. Until then, I'd be up for memes/museboxes/PSLs, whatever!
In short, Thank you!